Marking a Pandemic Anniversary

There has been a lot of discussion this week about the pandemic anniversary, as we are now one year removed from when things really hit the fan. Most people in the United States realized that things were really bad, or were about to be, sometime during the second week of March 2020. And as it is for many, my pandemic anniversary is today, March 11, which is also when I was in the Dominican Republic for the last time.

The trip had been planned for a while, and I was scheduled to leave for Santo Domingo on Saturday, March 7 with an overnight stop in Newark. It sounds crazy now, but at no point did I or anyone else with the Astros’ contingent heading to the island think twice about traveling. As I departed for O’Hare International, the CDC reported 437 cases of the virus in the United States. More than a quarter of those were from cruise ships or a long-term care facility in Washington State. New York, which would soon become the epicenter for the virus domestically, reported a grand total of 13 new cases. The only related sports story was a rumor that the NBA was working on a contingency plan for playing without fans if things got bad — if.

And so, partially because of our case rates, and partially because The Guardian’s home base is in the UK (I was, and usually still am, getting my COVID-19 news from them), the pandemic still felt like something happening over there. Things in China were dire, obviously, and COVID-19 was starting to spread like wildfire in Europe, where some countries were just beginning to talk about shut downs. In the United States, though, things felt safer.

The airport seemed normal for the most part. Hand sanitizer was just becoming more prevalent, and I brought a small bottle with me, but masks were still far from the public consciousness at that point. I remember texting my wife that I saw only two or three people wearing them among the thousands at the airport, and how it reminded me of being in Japan; it was almost cute, this still-voluntary bit of caution. “Social distancing” had not yet entered the lexicon. I didn’t think twice about sitting next to someone on a plane, or getting in line to board, or grabbing a bite to eat in a crowded airport food court.

It was going to be a busy week in the Dominican, as we had planned a private workout at our complex that overlapped with an MLB-sponsored showcase at the Mets’ facility. The creeping pandemic, which was still a few days away from being called that, was on everyone’s mind, but nobody paused at the thought of crowding into a van every morning to go from the hotel to the field.

The first day of the showcase took place on Monday and would look foreign to most these days. With nearly 100 players and multiple games going on at the same time, teams flooded the fields with scouts. Literally hundreds of evaluators sat in tightly-packed plastic chairs around multiple fields. Nobody wore masks, nor did anyone seem to think much about them. Other than the occasional elbow bump in lieu of a handshake, it remains the most recent normal baseball event I have attended.

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Between innings, I checked Twitter and news sources for updates on what seemed to be on its way. I stayed in touch with my close work group via Slack. There was lots of speculation, ranging from “we’re all screwed” and “baseball is going to shut down” to “this is no big deal” and “everything will be fine.” That afternoon, Major League Baseball held a conference call about the situation and decided to continue spring training and plan for the regular season starting on time. I felt dubious, but it was still certainly in the realm of possibility.

On Tuesday, we went to the Astros’ complex for a private workout. We saw some players and talked about them, and then I went back to the hotel to submit reports. In the United States, discussions had begun around having some teams stay in Arizona or Florida to begin the regular season at their spring training sites.

Wednesday moved quickly and furiously, and it was hard to concentrate on the baseball in front of me. I know that I was looking at my phone as much as I was watching the game. In the morning, Dr. Anthony Fauci testified that things were going to get worse. By lunch, the World Health Organization had declared a global pandemic. Later that afternoon, San Francisco banned public gatherings, and the Golden State Warriors decided to play their scheduled game that night in an empty arena. Coronavirus was no longer being seen as something happening over there.

Still, in terms of being social and around people, I was operating normally. On Monday, I saw a good friend with the Dodgers’ international contingent, and we made plans to have dinner on Wednesday night. We met up in the lobby of our shared hotel and hopped in a cab.

Shibuya Ichiban is an excellent Japanese restaurant in Santo Domingo’s swanky Blue Mall. We both made nervous jokes while looking at our phones as the story of the pandemic continued to grow and dominate our feeds. We read about Tom Hanks and Rita Wilson testing positive as our appetizers arrived. By the time we were onto the entrees, Twitter had exploded with the news of an NBA player testing positive and an arena being cleared. I ordered another cocktail. President Trump was going to interrupt in prime time to address the nation. We couldn’t really hear what he was saying in the crowded setting, and Twitter was just sound bites, but the clearest and most striking thing we were able to ascertain was “the closing of borders.”

“We should get out of here,” I said to my dining partner, meaning the country and not the restaurant.

“Yeah,” he quietly responded, his mind clearly and understandably elsewhere.

We both closed Twitter and opened our airline apps, keen to get home as soon as possible. I was originally scheduled to leave on Saturday morning and desperately wanted to change that. United’s app was slow and clearly struggling. Error codes with messages about responses timing out or the app being unable to complete my request were constant. My friend with the Dodgers was experiencing the same with his airline. We decided to go back to the hotel in the hopes that we’d have better luck on their respective websites.

We found a cab and continued to process the situation with nervous jokes. “This is what the beginning of zombie apocalypse movies are like,” my friend smirked. We agreed to stay in touch as a support system as we worked our way back home.

Hopes of effortlessly solving my travel issues were quickly dashed back in my room. United’s website was unresponsive, with several of the same error messages I was getting on my phone popping. I called my wife to let her know what was going on, and she assured me that everything would be fine, and that I had a hotel room for the next three days anyway, so there was nothing to panic about yet. She also added that she had gone to the store to stock up, and that the grocery stores in northern Illinois looked like they do in Florida before hurricanes hit.

I decided to try to solve my issues on the phone. Because of how often I had to travel for the team, I, like many scouts and beat writers, had special status with United and a special number to call. Surely that would take care of it! I dialed the number, hit the prompts and then heard, “Please hold for the next available agent. Your approximate hold time is five hours.” I had nothing else to do, and more importantly, no choice. I was sitting in my hotel room with CNN International on in the background keeping me updated, so I put my phone on speaker with the intent of waiting it out as George Gershwin played on loop.

I decided to fiddle with the website more and discovered that while trying to change my ticket resulted in a constant barrage of errors, buying a new ticket worked. I found a flight the next morning from Santo Domingo to Newark to Chicago with seats available. In a normal world (remember that?), this would have cost thousands, but the travel economy was already collapsing; I was able to purchase a ticket for international travel on 12 hours notice for less than $300. I called the front desk to let them know I was checking out the next morning. I texted my friend with the Dodgers, who had had the same luck and would be leaving for the airport an hour or so before me. I began to pack while watching a baseball show on a local station that was showing highlights of Dominican players from that day’s spring training games. It felt so strange to know that they were even still playing after the situation had gone from zero to 50 in last 24 hours.

SDQ is the airport code for Santo Domingo. It’s not the airport that tourists fly into, with its pristine, tropical feel; it’s serviceable, if a bit dingy. That Thursday morning, it was a madhouse. I decided to try to stay calm throughout the day, realizing that no matter what, I still had it better than 98% of the world. I waited patiently at the counter; when it was my turn, the agent took my passport and began to type on his terminal. Then he typed some more. Then he paused and cocked his head like a dog confused by the sound of a fart. Then he typed some more and stared at his screen in silence for what was probably just 20 seconds but what felt like an hour.

“Everything okay?” I asked nervously.

“You’re on another flight out of this airport two days from now,” he said. I explained what happened last night and how the only solution was purchasing a one-way ticket for today. Then the agent said, “Everything is screwed up here, but be patient and I’ll take care of you.” More typing, more pausing, and then — finally and with an incredible sense of relief — I was handed tickets home.

I landed in Newark and began the 15-minute trek to immigration. Once I arrived, it was clear that most of the people there had changed their travel plans to get home as soon as possible. The airport was prepared for the situation, and the immigration booth were fully staffed, but the line to get into the country measured in the thousands. I’ve never been so conscious of how fortunate I am to have Global Entry; within 10 minutes, I was officially back stateside. I wished I could do something to help the non-frequent flyers stuck in the long lines, and worried about how many of them would miss connecting flights that evening. I still had one more flight to Chicago, and once I entered the terminal, I was struck by just how empty it was, as if I’d landed there in the wee hours of the morning. I sent my friend an update: “Newark is a morgue,” I wrote, before realizing that he had texted me “LAX is a graveyard” an hour before. Half of the shops were closed, and the terminal felt dark and cavernous. Still, masks were rare, although their absence didn’t carry any kind of defiance.

Every TV in the airport was switched to pandemic coverage. The people arriving at my gate looked nervous. For the first time, I saw passengers aggressively scrubbing down their sets and tray tables with disinfectant wipes. I tried to take a nap on my flight, to no avail. After about 12 hours of traveling, I finally arrived home. The rest of the folks on the trip were all home by Friday. That day, MLB would announce it was delaying Opening Day by “at least two weeks”; the season wouldn’t start until July 23.

It’s strange to look back on now. The Astros signed players out of that workout who have yet to really begin any sort of professional career. There was a little Venezuelan catcher at the showcase with great energy behind the plate and a bit of contact skill. I’m not even sure if he’s signed anywhere. I wonder what he’s up to. Before the games had started that Monday, I bumped elbows with Johan Maya, a Diamondbacks scout who’d once scouted and served as a minor league manager with the Astros; he passed away in July after contracting the virus.

I haven’t been to the Dominican Republic since; 12 months later, I’m left wondering when I will again. At least I finally feel confident in saying that it’s a when, not an if. I’m not sure if I would have believed that as I rushed out of a sushi restaurant in Santo Domingo a year ago, desperate to get home, airline hold music be damned.





Kevin Goldstein is a National Writer at FanGraphs.

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socalkdgMember since 2020
5 years ago

Terrific article. Thanks.

darkness88
5 years ago

Thank you for the story. A different feeling, but appreciated just as much.

tomerafan
5 years ago

“This is what the beginning of zombie apocalypse movies are like,” my friend smirked.

Perfect quote to describe the unsettling uncertainty we all faced in real-time last March.

This is going to be another one of those “where were you?” moments in our lives. I remember the oddness of that day; I had an all-day meeting at work. At the beginning of the day we were talking about the NBA canceling their games. By the end of the day, college basketball tournaments were canceled, my wife’s job in public service shut down, our kids’ school announced that school would not immediately resume after spring break while the school figured out a contingency plan, and a half-dozen people who had flown in for our meeting were scrambling to get to the airport to make sure they got home. I remember most of all the developing fog, and the uncertainty of it all. I remember my wife and I having a conversation about projecting calm for the kids’ benefit until we knew what was happening. I remember neighbors all of a sudden waving to each other from their front yards rather than gathering together, and how it all changed instantly.

(At our prior quarterly meeting, which was in January rather than December, we were talking about “Are you following these developments in China about this virus?” And one person in our January meeting said, “It’s one thing for the Chinese government to lock down their people – who are used to authority rule. I just can’t ever imagine America locking down like that.” Man, what we didn’t know about what we didn’t know…and how much things have changed.)

sadtromboneMember since 2020
5 years ago
Reply to  tomerafan

To be fair, this person is correct. We didn’t lock down in the same way. You literally couldn’t leave your apartment in Wuhan. In Italy, literally everything closed except pharmacies and grocery stores. In Spain, children under the age of 6 were literally not allowed onto the sidewalk or off of private property. A good chunk of this turned out to be unnecessary because you can do a lot through mask mandates (which were also inconsistent or not done at all, unfortunately…still, we learned a lot from Japan), but the idea of restaurants being open for takeout in these contexts would have been unfathomable.

tomerafan
5 years ago
Reply to  sadtrombone

Oh, for sure. Absolutely. I just remember everyone nodding their heads though as if it were unfathomable… and then 60 days later we were “fathoming” because no one knew what was coming…

sadtromboneMember since 2020
5 years ago
Reply to  tomerafan

Yeah that’s fair.

I have a journal entry that I made in late February. I had just read an article quoting Marc Lipsitch. He said something like “this virus is not containable” and I realized…it’s coming here. And I started contacting everyone I knew and told them that everything was going to change. On March 4th, I contacted my rather elderly parents and said “you need to hole up. this thing is coming here and it’s deadly to older people. And it is already here!” And they didn’t listen until March 10th and I forced them to go get stuff. The irony of all this is that they had already been infected as of March 4th and on March 11th they both got incredibly sick (they both made a full recovery, thankfully).

carterMember since 2020
5 years ago
Reply to  sadtrombone

I was in Colombia and not allowed to leave my apartment for like 3 months at one point.

Richard Bergstrom
5 years ago
Reply to  sadtrombone

Given how erratically we locked down, if coronavirus was more along the lines of the movie Contagion or a Steven King type of flu, America would’ve been dead by October.

sadtromboneMember since 2020
5 years ago

I call this “Tom Hanks – NBA Day.”

Considering that this is a global pandemic, it would be nice if there was a single global remembrance day for all of this. But if you can’t settle on a day that’s meaningful for everyone, March 11th seems right.

TKDCMember since 2016
5 years ago
Reply to  sadtrombone

It was really the 12th. There were ACC and/or Big East games going on early on the 12th. Then everything started going to hell. I was busy at work, but when I got the ESPN update that the NCAA tournament was cancelled, that was the thing that hit hard. Sports really did lead the way in contextualizing just how much things were about to change.

synco
5 years ago
Reply to  TKDC

The 12th is about right. That’s when the news got crazy. On the 13th I decided I’d go to the gym in the morning anyway, looked around at all the sweaty people touching and breathing on everything, and realized I probably shouldn’t be there. I left, went to the grocery store, and it was madness. That’s when I shut it down.

OddBall Herrera
5 years ago
Reply to  sadtrombone

I don’t really understand why Tom Hanks came up and continues to come up. For some I guess it wasn’t tangible until one of the ‘beautiful people’ got it? For the rest of us the writing was on the wall in January that the disease was soon going to be everywhere . The real shock, and I include myself in this, is when it got here and any presumptions held about the U.S handling this in a way other places couldn’t quickly went out the door. “But look at the health infrastructure in China, but look at the average age of people in Italy, and how many people smoke, (and then small town America started saying “but that’s just NY, can’t happen in Wyoming”) it’ll be different here…sure was different here, just not how many of us assumed. In many ways it resembled 9/11, where “things that happen other places” happened to people here, and I sincerely hope it is a lesson well taken.

sadtromboneMember since 2020
5 years ago

Well, he was the first household name to get it, I think.

There was just a huge turn in news coverage that day, though. I think that was also the night the now-former president mistakenly announced that all flights from Europe would be banned and Americans abroad paid thousands of dollars for tickets to get back to the USA? Between that, the NBA, and Tom Hanks, I think it really kicked off public attention to it.

TKDCMember since 2016
5 years ago
Reply to  sadtrombone

You are correct.

TKDCMember since 2016
5 years ago

I honestly don’t believe the “writing was on the wall” for most (99% plus) people in January or even February, or hell, for what we were in for, in March, April, and May. I live in DC and I thought I was just getting a kinda cool two week wfh break and I’d be back in the office.

Mike NMN
5 years ago

Good piece. Normal, and then, quite suddenly, a step into the unknown.

r24j
5 years ago

Thanks for sharing. This is such a crazy week to look back on. The last time I was at the gym was March 15th. I struggled with finding a workout regiment I enjoyed, and group classes always encouraged me. I remember my mom calling me and telling me to stop going. I finally got a full-time baseball job last February. Things finally started turning around and looking bright. Fast forward to today, I’ve been furloughed 3x, unemployed since October (and they’ve made no effort to even check-in) and have had such difficulty in the job market (seems I’m out of baseball, and it’s hard to transition elsewhere) I’m beginning to put things in storage in anticipation of having to live out of my car for a few weeks as I try to move in somewhere with a friend back home across the country. I struggle to find the point most days of even getting up. Lately I’ve just wanted to give up. At the very least, there is light at the end of the tunnel for many. Like you said “ifs” are becoming “when’s.” Vaccine distribution is somehow ahead of schedule. I’m glad maybe we’ll have a normal-ish summer. But man, the damage this year did will just be something so hard to recover from. The stress and loneliness and anger and sadness led to so many once-dormant health issues surfacing. It’s truly scarring and despair-inducing. Sorry for the bummer, disorganized and self-absorbed comment. Read the post and it triggered some reflection.

r24j
5 years ago

I appreciate that, Kevin. I’m not on social media these days (not sure where my mental health would be with it haha), so I’m unable to DM. However, purely even being able to vent on here for a paragraph or so means a lot. I think it’s an important piece you’ve put together and, although I’m very much in a rut, it was at least a little cathartic to read and reflect.

Jason BMember since 2017
5 years ago
Reply to  r24j

Man, that was striking. I hope things turn back around for you and soon. Do your best to hang in and try to keep some forward motion – I remember back when I lost a job a few years back my first instinct was just to pull totally within myself – even some close friends and family who would have been glad to help or just listen didn’t know what I was dealing with, and I was too proud or embarrassed to say much about the situation. Eventually it was so hard to leave the house or do much of anything at all – it seemed expensive, pointless, a waste of time.

A good friend who is much wiser than I shared his experience about dealing with a very aggressive form of cancer that he had gone through – his best advice was to try and keep moving forward through it all, and it helped immensely. Even if you don’t know why you’re moving, or toward what. Eventually something falls into place and you come out the other side.

Best of luck out there.

r24j
5 years ago
Reply to  Jason B

Thanks, friend. I can relate to a lot of what you said. These days, I’m often out of bed at noon and back in bed by 6 just because I so often don’t want to be up. At the very least I try to be productive and do some graduate coursework and some job applications a day. But some days are harder than others. I’m so stressed I have severe eczema flaring up for the first time since I was little and whenever I’m outdoors it flares – so even getting sunshine these days is a challenge. And I turn 26 next week and lose my family healthcare – which further complicates accessibility of help.

The whole year has just been crazy. A lot of it I can’t believe. It still for some reason rattles me my boss never even checked in with a “How are you?” or something. No Christmas, stuck cross-country away from family, taking out student loan refunds to get some rent cash. Ugh. Sorry. I don’t mean to bitch – just like I said above, typing it is cathartic in some way. It’s just unbelievable. But like
You said, it’s important to try and move forward. Not sure towards what. The constant job rejections and loneliness eats you away. But, if I can get up and eat decently clean and get some reading done, get my dog taken care of, I’ll take it as a win for now.

tomerafan
5 years ago
Reply to  r24j

Hang in there – and I’m glad you posted this if only so others can be there for you to lean on. You are not alone.

jungbongjovi
5 years ago

Wonderful article.

Me, I had just come back from Mexico for a lovely 2-week vacation. I work for an office products company and we were just selling out of N95 masks before I left. And I got back to an utter shit show. We have over 200,000 products on the site and our vendors just couldn’t keep up with inventory for hand sanitizer, paper towels, toilet paper, etc.

But we got through it and I’m ever-so grateful to have been employed the entire time.

OddBall Herrera
5 years ago

For my part, I don’t remember what day in March it happened, but I will remember the night our town locked down. Freezing outside, snowing and the wind was blowing like crazy so the snow was going past you horizontally. I had started filling up the pantry a few weeks prior, but I still went to a store for some last stuff to toss in the freezer – went there super late because it seemed dumb to go hang out in a crowd, and the place was stripped bare and there was this energy of desperation, like survival is at stake, from the people who had made it there late. Never felt that anywhere in this country – don’t live in a place prone to natural disasters of any sort – though I have seen it other places. People had bought everything that could be useful for anything (though the large pile of neglected frozen Okra in an otherwise empty vegetables section was good for a laugh. Apparently there are limits!). With the gloomy weather it felt like people were getting ready for the end of the world, I’ll probably be a pantry pack rat for the rest of my days after that.

r24j
5 years ago

Oh man, I can relate to this. I will never have a shortage of toilet paper or paper towels again either…what a bizarre period in history.

MTfor42Member since 2025
5 years ago

We were just about to start spring break at Montana State University in Bozeman, Montana. The week after break MSU was going to host a national conference for undergraduate research projects. NCRU or something like that. Then the conference was cancelled. Then over break, we were told the rest of spring semester would be online, and everyone was asked to stay home… I followed the big West African ebola outbreak a few years before very closely, and have read many articles and books about viruses, bacteria, epidemiology etc. Hell, there’s even games where you simulate an infectious agent and try to wipe out the human population. The most effective means of transmission was always through the air. So I had my suspicions things were going to hit the fan globally. Even though the mortality rate may not be among the worst diseases, the novelty and ease of transmission make Sars-covid-2 a dangerous virus. It wouldn’t have to be all that much more lethal, for us to not be chatting about the events of a year ago on a website. In hindsight “enough” is never done to prepare for or react to something like this. The loss of life is a tragedy. Lives have been altered, redirected, impaired, and challenged in so many ways. Hopefully we learn treat each other a little kinder. And to not treat our planet like it’s disposable. Mother Nature is undefeated. We’re all just playing a game on her stage, and she can wipe it clean. We’ve been warned.

eastmanMember since 2022
5 years ago
Reply to  MTfor42

Thanks for sharing this with us.

SimpsonMember since 2020
5 years ago

great piece, and like others have said, it’s been a few days of reflection. shit got real reading about the nba shutting down as my wife and I sat in the hotel lobby waiting for the shuttle bus to take us to the airport. we had just been at a spring training game two days prior. airport was a ghost town, flight only half full…. arriving back at laguardia, deader still, and then the long trip on the m60 to get into manhattan. sort of surreal we didn’t catch it given what we discovered was actually happening a week or so later. very fortunate I’ve been able to work from home the entire time, but my heart nonetheless goes out to those who have really had to struggle with job loss, illness, death… . deep breath….

bluerum29
5 years ago

I just remember being angry at all of the shutdowns and cancelations. With my mom in the process of slowly dying from cancer (gone at the end of the month) I needed the distraction and just wanted everything else in life to stay normal. Ended up working from home for the 4th quarter of the school year which was a blessing as it provided time to sell the house and take care of everything for buying a new house and getting ready to move across country. Also gave more time to day drink at home after mom died while I “worked.” Then summer came and we moved across country and life got back to mostly normal from the pandemic. Some minor issues here and there, but things we could mostly live with. For months it has been waiting and wanting for all evidence of the pandemic and what happened last spring to be gone and ignore all that happened last march. Get back to life the way it was before then. As long as I don’t turn on the tv, it seems we are mostly there.

Richard Bergstrom
5 years ago

I was going to meet up with a friend in Phoenix for SABR Analytics. That week we were still about to go when the NBA shutdown. We decided to cancel since we weren’t sure we’d even be able to get back out of Phoenix. On another note, I moved to Chicago to reconnect with friends and family, so COVID put a damper on that, but I also realize other people have worse problems. I know that in our office building, someone had just opened a new cafe on March 1st but the building was closed down a week later… I imagine the financial toll of that must’ve been horrid.